Saturday, September 15, 2012

September 2010

The first year i wanted to do everything i could do to make people remember my only son. We had a balloon release after his funeral, we had another balloon release for his 6 month, We had a candle sail boat float off for his One year. Periodically through out these 2 years we buy a single balloon and just let it float to Heaven with a note of Awareness. Tomorrow is Juniors 2nd Angelversary and i didn't plan nothing big. We are going to take family photos not professional ones but it doesn't matter as long as we are having them taken together. Yes, even my Son will be in these photos. I'm just a little speechless today, very emotional and ubber drained. So i decided to share his story, a few personal photos and a video with you.

You were an angel,
created by love.
Now you're an angel,
in the heavens above.

Your precious little body,
to which I gave birth.
Now lies in ashes,
to be returned to the earth.

Though the tears on my pillow,
will dry over time.
There will always be tears,
in this broken heart of mine.

For you were my first born son,
my precious baby boy
You will never be forgotten,
even though you are no longer of this world.

Your memory will live forever,
in my mind, my heart, my soul.
But without you here in my arms,
I will never again be whole.

I will never see you open your eyes,
or walk, or crawl, or run.
I will never hear you laugh or cry,
or hear you call me 'Mom'.

Instead I'm painting pictures,
and naming stars for you.
And putting together scrapbooks,
it's all that I can do.

So remember me my angel,
for we will meet again.
And when we're reunited,
Forever, together, we will stay.
Oh,how i can't wait for that day!

Love,Mommy ♥

1 comment:

  1. Can't express how I hurt for you.

    Heavy D